rainbow tears

Hello. I'm back. If you saw this, you might know why I am so inactive.

I have been really sad, depressed, anxious, etc.. lately. Life is hard, I know. But I think life should not be painful either. Life should not be sad every day. Life should be happy.

I'm not happy. Not always. Maybe once a week, if I'm having a good week. School is being a bitch, like always. When I'm at school, I'm scared. No, I'm not being bullied. Sometimes boys, who are year or two older than me, are running around and breaking things. I'm scared that someday I will get hurt if I fall or something. I don't like pain. And I'm a crybaby.

I have somehow made through these couple hard weeks.

Music is my life, It keeps me alive. It keeps me away from bad things.

I'm in my own world when I have my headphones on. Music makes me feel better if I'm having a bad day.

Reol is amazing.

Giga is amazing.

EVO+ is amazing.

nqrse is amazing.

K-pop is amazing.

(random food pic)

These four songs are amazing and you should listen them. Like right now.

Okiee, byeeee.

Question number one - who?

Hi. My name is Luvi Waneta. I'm 13 years old and I live in Finland.


WELL that was the most boring thing I ever wrote. So, let's get into the REAL business.

So yeah, that's me.

As I already said, my name is Luvi Waneta. No, that's not my real name, but whatever. I'm right now (Jan 2nd, 2016) 13 years old, but I act like a little child. I will be 14 in March. I'm still going to be a little child.

Yes, I live in Finland and I speak Finnish and English. I'm also learning German and Swedish. 

Sometimes I act like a little child and sometimes I act like a parent or like an actual older sibling (I have two little sisters). Most of the time, I act like a little child.

I like to write, play video games, watch anime and read manga (#otakutrash), listen to music and dance. I also like photography.

As you may know, if you follow me on Instagram (@luviwaneta), I'm openly pansexual and agender. Please don't tell me a joke about frying pans, I think it's really annoying and disrespectful. And if you don't know what is pansexual, google it. As an agender person, I do not identify myself as a girl. I prefer they over she and he, so please do not use female or male pronouns, thank you.

As you may also know (if you follow me on Instagram and you have followed me for over a half year to really know this or naaaah) that I have depression. My depression isn't the worse kind of depression, but it still makes my life a little more challenging. I will maybe talk about my depression in my later posts if you want.

I wrote earlier in this post how I like to read manga and watch anime. Did I?

(just checking...)

Yes, I did. Well, I lied,

I don't like to read manga and watch anime.

I fucking love reading manga and watching anime.

I just can't live without anime or manga. They are one of the most important things in my life.

#otakutrash

Shipping is my main hobby, Fanfics are awesome. Fandom wars are stupid. yes. 

Yuri is awesome. Strawberry Panic is my life. what.

Oh, I also love horror anime and manga. And psychological anime and manga. another is love another is life.

And we are done! Yayyyyy! You made through the whole post. I will give you a gold medal for that.

Okie, what do you want for the next time?

Something more interesting?

Just some sh*tty writing?

Let me now your ideas c:

Well, goodbye for now! I will go and empty the dishwasher, because my dad told me to do that. Okie bye.